Why Must I Be Such A Good Son?

Honestly, why the hell must i be such a considerate son for my parents?! like seriously, why cant i be one of those inconsiderate pampered spoiled brads that will bug my parents to buy me an expensive piece of technology or something, not caring if they have the money or not, just bug and bug and bug. but no~ even knowing that they would buy it for me if i were to ask, i just cant make myself do that to them. i did try to do it, but end up i'll feel guilty. they would be like, you really want it is it? really want it is it? i'll be like, no it's okay.. i just really hope my parents would know what the hell i'm thinking, it would totally save me so much dilemma. i hope they would read this, but that is like highly impossible. sigh, destined that my parents would never get what i'm thinking in my head. sometimes, even when i say no, it doesn't mean i don't want it!