Valentine's Day / Single Awareness Day

the 14th day of the 2nd month of the year or 45th day of the year. well, certain people would be really happy, and certain people would be really sad, depends how you see it. i'm categorized into the sad crowd, i wouldn't say i was sad today cause i was totally fine the whole day until now.. it's like the whole forest is there, all kinds of trees, you have tall ones, short ones, thick ones, thin ones but just unreachable. i wonder when will i find the right tree move out of the forest and live happily ever after. it's so easy to just type it out, but it's not something that would just happen like that. to reach that 'stage' theres so many other stages that i need to go through before reaching the final stage. life is like playing Mario, you need to jump on monsters, jump over empty gaps and obstacles to finally reach an ending leading to the next stage. so now, valentine's day vs. single awareness day.. i go for single awareness day but hoping the day will come when i will 'celebrate' the other. sigh, okay so actually i have a valentine, but my valentine totally ditched me to go for single awareness day. totally broke my heart. i would say i had fun talking to valentine but i kinda hope valentine would return my 'wishes' more.. aiks, i hope valentine doesn't see this.. let it be my dirty little secret..