Heartache

i don't like going through this all over again. i dunno what is wrong with me, i told myself i'm over him but every time his photo pop's up. i'll be questioning myself, what if i made a different choice 1 year back. what if i didn't say anything to him. what if this~ what if that~ this is so painful.. he's just so hard for me to resist. i feel like i'm gonna fall apart anytime.. :'(