today, i feel like i had this really really bad day. like yea. i went to class in the morning as usual. when i woke up i felt a bit dizzy like you know, haven fully recover from being sick. and so after ewing park his car, i walk to class la. i was like really really sleepy, i was just thinking of getting to class and lying down on my table. and so, while walking someone horn me! it was weng yee, she just reach, and when she pass me she horn me! she freaking horn me, i didn't look when she horn me i'm just too sleepy, i was cursing though. in my head, i went : 'which bloody bitch would freaking horn me'. then when she drive pass, i looked and she was waving, i didn't respond, i just kept on walking back class, thinking about my table. then when pei qing came in to class, she ask why i didn't respond, they thought i bad mood. but the truth is i'm just too sleepy.
then after that, i found out that my teacher was on MC and so, we combine with another class room for the 1st period. i swear i was about to slap this guy, he is freaking noisy and crappy! and so i lived past that 1st period, and also found out that 2nd and 3rd period is the same teacher, Mr. Kong. he's the vice principal. and he talks very slow~ therefore, we tend to fall asleep or get really bored in this class. but at least this time, we had lots of questions to do, not so bad la. then after class, went home. on the computer, facebook and such. feel so guilty about not studying, therefore i took out book, and after a while, i feel asleep. then when i woke up, tried to study, but seriously? tak jadi la! i just touch a bit only.
i forgot to mention that my cousin sister got her braces already. and my grandmother have been bugging me to get mine. it's like seriously annoying. she keep repeating and repeating and repeating when she have the chance. i just not in the mood to care about that now. then during dinner time, she bug me again. i just seriously not in the mood, so i just took my bowl of rice and went into my room to makan. then my dad came into my room and talk to me about braces again! like for god sake! leave me alone already! i shouted at him, to leave me alone. and he did. so i wasn't really in a good mood, then i went to mcD with man kit they all to discuss about stuff. my mood was life 50/50 at 1st. it got better la. then came home, it's like facing reality all over again. need to study and all. therefore, i'm blogging about it now. i need to release.
okay, i'm not bragging or anything but i feel like i need to stay on top of my class. i cant afford to drop. the truth is, i'm quite competitive about the things i care about. and 'this' i really care about. that's why it's so hard on me. if i wasn't the top for accounts during the last exam, i dont think i would be caring so much this time. since i am, i have this feeling that i need to fight to stay on top! you know? it's not easy. people are trying to push you down, everyone is getting better and better. i feel like i need to be better than them. there! i've said it!
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