Lifeless

well, i think i'm actually quite lifeless lately but in a way i think i'm okay with it.I've been really relaxing a lot, and my exams are coming but i haven even study! totally guilty but seriously feel so lazy, i dont even feel like doing my assignment. it's been lying there on my table since yesterday. everyone else seems to be rushing to finish it, but i macam totally moodless.. oh well.. will have to make myself finish it during the weekend.

anyway moving on, actually i can say that i haven been feeling my anger for awhile, maybe a few weeks or month, but recently i get the anger rush in me again. like all the time, i'll just get angry over stupid little things, and will totally show it on my face. like seriously, there are things that doesnt concern me but i still get angry over it. maybe the heat is getting to me?

okay and so, i have this friend of me, he is thinking of changing course. i've been trying to persuade him not to la, in a way.. i've been telling him to think properly, cause seriously if he change course he would waste half a year for nothing. and my course technically end during next years june or so. it's not that long, just about one more year! if he just study a bit harder, work a bit harder, he could get a diploma already! i just feel so wasted. and i got so annoyed talking to him just now. yea, this is where the anger rush kicks in. well, i give up on him already. seriously, can someone tell me why do i border? no one? oh well..