Tell Me Why?

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

i tried and i thought i was over it, or maybe i am over it, but i just couldnt tell, i would say i'm over it and i don't feel anything but everytime we meet, everytime there's any improvement between us. i just can't help myself to think that things would go back to the way they were and everything would turn out all right. the situation now is really awkward, i really wanna just talk about it to make things better, but i'm afraid if i were to say anything i would make things worse, like back to the past which isnt pretty. we both say we're okay with it, but when we meet, it just isnt like how it's suppose to be, we still dont really talk. maybe i'm asking too much after what i did, but i dunno what it is that i want or how i feel, i also dunno what i need to do.. i just feel really really lost about this situation. i feel this way when i see anything related to that person, name, or anything that reminds me. why can't we just have a relation on off switch.