Plans for Birthday?

well, it's like almost a week away from my 18th birthday, 18th birthday is suppose to be special and meaningful and stuff like that, i won't elaborate on that. anyway, few months ago, i'm so excited that i'm turning 18 this year, thinking about stuff that i wanna get for myself and do but now i'm hardly excited at all. previous years, i would have planed what i wanna do on my birthday or so, but this year i totally have no idea what i want to do at all, seeing my birthday is on the same day as mtv world stage, everyone is going to mtv world stage. i know what you're thinking, you're thinking like then just go and spend your birthday there or something but thats not what i wanna do, it's not really my thing. so till now, i have no idea what to do on my birthday. maybe i should just tell myself that it's just a stupid 18th birthday that only happens once in a life time, it's no big. oh well.. life goes on anyways.