okay, today went to sri permata for the one day camp, it's actually like quite fun. i enjoyed myself but it is like so tiring, my legs were killing me when i got home. you can imagine this coming from me, i'm just there to support, the committee themselves would be more tiring, but it's a good experience for everyone. hope they will like keep up with their good work and all, and i totally learned so many new ways to protect a raw egg from breaking.
moving on, after the whole one day camp, i went home half dead and went online, then later on went out to "yam cha" with friends, as we're talking, at certain moments of the conversations, i kinda feel totally like left out, because it's like there's so much that i dont know about, they'll be talking and talking and everyone understands and i'll be like lost, i dunno anything at all, i'm also lazy to say anything about it. There's like all these stories that everyone knows and i dont know, it actually kinda stings. oh well, thats life i guess. i shouldnt give a damn about it, but unfortunately, i do. or maybe they dont give a damn about me, i dunno.. i should get over it and just live in my own world or something.
and i think i'm not much of a nice person la, i'm kinda annoyed with certain stuff, actions and persons. it's like memang hard to tahan la, but i at least i didnt snap at that person or anything. my temper is more controlled now than last time, last time if anything tak puas i think i would have just snapped and walk off, but now, i'm more like controlled, i still snap and walk off at times, but at least i come back and sometimes i just lazy to snap and scold someone..
okay, i'm pretty tired, it's been a long day so i'm going to bed now..
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