okay, i dunno why but i always get inspired on what to blog about when i'm talking my bath, i think i'm able to think properly and calmly when i'm in the showers.
anyway, lets come back to the topic.. HAHAHA! lately, i feel like i'm not having much conversation with people, i barely talk about stuff in class. The whole routine is like, go to class, sit down, sleep/read a book, teacher comes in, start class, do exercises, then the next teacher comes in, break time, read a book/go for food, continue class, then go home.. after reach home i will siting in front of the computer the whole day if i dont need to go out. then on msn, it's like the usual how are you doing, hows your day, what you doing type of questions.. i feel like i need to talk more, that sounds like i'm such a bitch but yea. communication is a basic human thing, and i dont feel like i'm really communicating much, this feels so freaking pathetic! but it's true, even when having conversations with people, i feel like i'm the one always talking, it makes me feel like that person don't wanna listen and i should just shut up. i'm so tired of this whole lifeless moments.. i need a life!
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