Pain and Anger..

well.. 1st, MY ARMS HURTS LIKE SHIT.. i'm so tired and i mean literally tired, got home from marching training for sports day. Felt so zombie-ish, don't even have the energy to put up my hand.. anyway, that not my point for this blog.. i just felt so tired and like so much anger.. okay, you people out there, come on la.. you all dont masuk baris then biar la.. haiyo, i know you all are suppose to supervise us or something.. you don't know how it feels when you just yell and yell and yell, after one person stop yelling the next person continue.. GIVE IT A BREAK! GET THE HELL OVER IT! and you know, if you ownself tak semangat.. how the hell do you expect other people to be semangat.. don't give us the i got no mood face.. i'm really tired of this.. like really tired.. the pain, the yelling, the lack of sleep, the homeworks, the tan of my skin, the lecture from my family about being under the sun, the future lecturing from mom about taking care of myself.. i can't deal with all this.. and the worse part is the punishment.. ever think that maybe we're tired? and how the hell do you expect us to march properly when it hurts every fricking time we raise our hands when we march.. it's really easy for you to say when you're not the one marching.. okay, i believe i used to do that too, but within these few days i really felt the pain.. when someone is not the one marching under then hot sun but keep yelling at the ones that is.. i'm really sorry if i offended anyone regarding this matter.. it's just how i feel...

whatever i've said it's not only today (9/4/09), it's for the past few days as well.. i really don't mean to cause any trouble.. maybe its just me being too sensitive or something..

P/S: sorry about the language.. i think i'm really feeling it when i wrote this blog.. and you might think i'm childish or what so ever, but i think i should be given the right to release my anger somewhere..