Lecture about Futures..

well.. i went out to have dinner with my sis, dad and some of my dad's friends, cause my sis just came back from Sweden few weeks ago.. she was staying at ipoh and just came to kl to meet up with my dad and me. anyway, we went to have steamboat at some shop, it was kinda nice but that's not my point. my point is, when we meet up and we'll talk about stuff and so happen that today, i'm the main topic. we talked about futures and all, study choices etc etc.. it was really awkward for me, i really dunno what to say and do. and seriously, the whole time, when i left the house until i reach back to my house, i was being lectured by different peoples. same topic but different people. i understand that it's for my own good and all, but it's just reallly weird. hmm.. i cant say weird.. i should say uncomfortable. anyway, during dinner we talked about some family topics as well, we talk about how my grandma would nag and nag and nag, and before this, some family crisis happen between my dad and grandma and after that my sis kinda got involved in it as well. i was the centre person, it's really hard for me to be at the centre of this whole crisis. and i kinda understand why my grandma would nag us, it's totally for our own good.. she just wants us to make the right choice and take the right path and all.. so yea, i really dunno what to do.. it's so frustrating..