i haven been blogging in awhile, i just didn't feel like it. anyway, here i am using the time right before I'm off to bed to just give a brief update about my life.
1. I've been falling asleep in class frequently lately
2. my aunt is back from UK, bought me books :)
3. have a serious backache when I'm typing this
4. I really wanna watch HARRY POTTER!
okay, generally that's what i can think off at this very moment. but that's obviously not all.
so today at extra class, this guy sitting near me, he rarely comes for extra class but then he came today. normally extra class is from 1pm till 5pm, and so was today, he wasn't freaking listening most of the time, god know whats he playing on his phone, then he was complaining about the principal talking too long, and wanna go home and such. seriously, i do appreciate the principal spending his time to teach us. although he does talk alot and makes us suffer at time. random fact : got backache now cause been stuck to the chair for hours. but what ever he teach really helps. and i really paling tak puas is that he doesn't give a damn, but when exam comes he's the fricking 1st one to panic. like seriously panic! i was like.. you are the one that doesn't pay attention and don't give a damn about class, always skipping Friday classes. you know your own condition so make a damn effort to come to class, and yet you still panic during the exam? you brought that onto yourself. so yea, i sat there most of the time trying to keep cool before i go all SERIOUSLY? YOU'RE NOT LISTENING? on him. oh, and today i feel so proud of myself.. the principal was asking us to answer one question, and he was saying like no one can answer it correctly and all. then i just so happen to mumble out the answer when everyone was answering at the same time, and well, i didn't he would have heard but he did. and he pointed at me while saying the answer out loud. i was like.. wooohoo! score 1 for casey!
and so, lately i just feel tired of going to class, i really feel like having a vacation or something away from this busy life. okay fine, i don't exactly have a busy life, but i do feel like a need to change the environment for a bit. and seriously, i need holidays without assignments! i can foresee my Xmas holiday to be gone, and my CNY holiday to be gone too. that's just plain depressing! hmm, what else? recently, theres not much 'happening' stuff going on for me. feel quite free.. oh, this strikes me, i have an upcoming dinner on Saturday night. oh, it's gonna be awkward! believe me~ i hope it goes well. seriously, what else? my life sounds so dull! random fact : casey learned some cool tricks on Microsoft excel. (highly doubt it will come in handy anytime soon)
lets go on the whole future path topic, and so we've gotten our exam application forms today to apply for which exams we wanna sit for next year. I'm considering on the subjects that i would wanna take and back up plans. oh oh, and i would wanna go for the opportunity to get well, 3 diploma's? i would say it more or less revolves around the same thing, accounting.. but still, it's obviously better to have 3 diploma's then 1 right? i know i can do this! I've been telling myself that a lot recently.
actually, i feel like i need to talk to somebody. like just talk, like decent conversations. obviously, i do talk to people, i don't live under a rock. but I'm saying that, i need someone to listen to me talk. like just let me blab everything out. the feeling of people don't give a damn of what I'm saying is there every time i talk to someone. i have friends that i know i can talk to, but they obviously are very busy with their own lifes. and if you've been following me on my previous posts, you know that parents aren't exactly an option for me. my expression method are getting limited. i dont mind getting an online buddy or something.. penpal? uhhh, whatever..
I'm 1 minutes away from 12th November 2010, i cant believe time is passing by so fast. it's almost a year that I'm out of high school, I've been 18 for hmm... 3 and a half months? got my driving license for around 4 months? it all seems like yesterday that I'm still in school, sitting for spm, going through all the days being all depress and pathetic. but I'm over it now (at least i think so)
i think this is why i have a blog, to be able to type all this right out.. it's a relieve to my brain, also increases my mental health. at least i know, my brain would continue to function for awhile :P and goodnight to the world.
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